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May 21st, 2005

04:43 pm I have moved my Journal elsewhere...... FIND ME AT: lovely_x_bomb Current Mood: amused

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May 20th, 2005

05:19 pm - THE PLAY OWNS! well i've got a splitting headache. for 2 reasons: Dearest Greg Gilman got to slam my head into the stage floor a million times (or so it feels) for play practice this afternoon.The play is going to be hilarious. So much funny stuff. Lucy and i are having a blast doing the sound and helping with satge directions and such. The other reason i have a headache is because of a certain boy. Who happens to be plaguing my heart again. Though i have darling jess to talk to. To which i am so thankful for. I love you all SOOOOOOO much. AP ENLISH next year is going to own! Love: sammy-pie Current Mood: sore Current Music: Mum- Grass Green of Tunnel

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May 19th, 2005

06:05 pm - Friend Post - X-posted in Xanga It was last year around this time, if i remember correctly, that an entry such as the one, I will post below, was going around online journals. This entry is to my friends thanking you and sharing your best qualities, with EVERYONE. I will not use names, only referring to each one of my friends as "you". This is for all of you, each and everyone of my friends that have helped me grow, that have made my life more clear and for all the amazing things you do for me each day. I love you guys. ~You are an amazing friend, we've known each other since kindergarten and you have only gotten more sweet since then. You even let me call you crazy names, that make people think you are a druggie. You are so cool. ~You are quiet and good-natured. i'm not quite sure how we met all I know is that it was the best thing ever, You are one of my very best friends, and I'd do anything for you and vice versa. I love your fashion. ~You are an amazingly loyal friend. Though somethimes you get on my nerve with you careless disregard for the future, I love you nonetheless. You are spectacular. And I'll always be here for Riot Grrl talks. ~You are so much fun to be around. When I'm with you I'm never bored. We're always doing somthing crazy. I hope this never changes because you are ALWAYS there for me, even when I'm being stubborn. I like your rice. ~You have a way with me. No matter what the situation you can bring me back to reality with out breaking my heart in two. So many times I have sought comfort in you, and everytime, though I am hurting you find a way to help me. I love you completely. ~You are an amazing person. You make everything so light and bubbly. Your sheer energy and personality is awesome. I know We haven't known eachother for a long time, but you are a confidant. I can confide in you. ~You are frippin amazing. I remember just how we met, you were new in school and everyone thought you were a drug dealer, but no one wanted to mess with you, but I invited you to sit with me at lunch. You are so cool, you inspired me to so many things. To try new musical genres. Thanks, for everything, and acid rice. ~You are dear to me. So many memories of us together. Through studio, and choir, and middle school, and high school. My mom says hi. You are truely one in a million. I love you individuality. No one can play drums or braid my hair like you. ~You and I have been through a lot together. So much drama, and so many problems. My new year's eve would not have been the same if i hadn't spent the last 4 with you. ~You are so adorable. You make me smile, and laugh. You have this sweet child-like personality that just makes me adore you. No one drives liek you, either. Sorry about the sticky eyeball on your car. ~You are like a ray of sunshine. You are ALWAYS smiling, even if you are in a bad mood. I adore that quality. you make me smile. You help me see just what i need to do, when i lose track of reality. ~You and I haven't known eachother long, let along been riends that long. but we see eye to eye. You are wise beyond your years. And your faith inspires me. ~You and I we so close we practically lived at eachother's houses. But people grow apart, I'm glad we're still friends, even if we aren't as close as we once were. ~You and I make an odd pair. We often think in completely opposite directions, our goals are different, but we still stay friends. Which amazes me. ~You and I were in girl scout together, and boy were those times! but we're still friends and I'm glad you come to me for advice, it helps you and me. ~You and I have always been friends, but it's fun having classes with you. Oh, by the way, you need to shush about certain people of the male persuasion. ~You are such a cool guy. Seriously, not many people would walk as far as you did just for friends. I appreciate how awesome you are, and how good of a friend you are. I'm gonna miss you when Youth Group is over. So we'll have to hang. Creation will be spectacular. ~You are quiet, and sweet. You are a ton of fun to be around, and you always I've me someone to talk to, even if I'm just babbling. ~You are my crazy x-women. I will gladly call you whatever you'd like me to, as long as I can where your left glove every once in a while. You and I have done so much together. All those fun times will not be forgotten. And I'm glad I could fulfill the promise of taking you to my junior prom. ~~You, oh, you are absolutely amazing. I can never stay mad at you, EVER. You are one of my best friends, though I have my fears, I don't want to lose you like last time, this is my second chance. If I lose you again, I may never get my best friend back, ever. We have been through so much shit, and it's amazing how strong and weak we can both be in our own instances. I'm glad I have you back in my life. I really am. Oh, and PETA is not better than you are. So that is the update. I love all of my friends dearly. Some dance to rememebr, so dance to forget. Like a lovely atomic bomb: Sammy-pie Current Mood: amused Current Music: Jets to brazil - Sweet Avenue

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May 17th, 2005

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May 9th, 2005

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July 30th, 2004

09:56 am - this corpse is not a corpse only a shell of my former self i can't remember the last time i updated i think it was tuesday but heh like it even matters. wednesday was insane, i ended up being late to mav's house we had to go like 7 different places, but we finally went and got food, sowe sstopped at the dollar store near the pizza place and we picked up hot little ninja toys(mask included) and we took some really funny pictures. so we ended up making mav a Vf profile so i actually have 2 ppl on VF that i ctually see and speak to frequently. rawr here comes the pain. Kyle promised me he would come to mav's right after work thursday morning so that i could see him and spend some time with him, since i haven't seen him since april's party. well mav and i and mav's lil sis were up at 7 dressed and cleaned, i walked out mav's drive way and sat by the side of the road waiting.... i waited for 30 mins before mav came out we waited another 30 mins... he never showed... why does it always happen to me? why can't i just stick with being the way i am instead of being this damn flirtacious me. rawr, well mav and i went in a bakd the cake and decorated the basement and wrapped presents, and then decorated the cake, chrisitne showed up and we went and wrapped her present... word of the wise, spray glue is a necessity when wrapping present ;). well jen showed up and we had an awesome time, the party was so much fun, yeah that's it. //how much do i miss your smile remember it's really not all my fault.// xxsamxx Current Mood: groggy Current Music: El toro

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July 26th, 2004

09:16 pm - Hmm....again with the poetry stop telling me lies there is no such thing as paradise no perfect place no loving race there is no place stop lieing to me stop leading me in the wrong direction let me go let me leave this place i'm the only one trapped in this hell sometimes it's like time stops and i get trappe din your eyes these shackles of your flesh control me they bring me to my knees i must break free and leave this place Current Mood: blah Current Music: Fukai Mori

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12:56 pm - If this is death i'll welcome it with open arms Which of the bold faced lies will we use? 'I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it, this will be the best for us both in the end.' But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve... I starve for you. But this new diet's liquid and dulling to the senses. And it's crude, but it will do. So which of the standard lines will we use? 'I've been meaning to call you. I've just been so busy. We'll catch up soon. Let's make it a point to.' But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours and I starve... I starve for you. But this new diet's liquid and dulling to the senses. And it's crude, but it will do. but It will do... I hope it will do... i'm a on a dashboard confessional kick right now earlir it was alexisonfire, what a rip from hardcore to accoustic... i'm so bored, i almost got killed by my vacume.such insanity i posses at times. //where will my broken heart lead me when it hears of your unfortunate death?// sam Current Mood: awake Current Music: Standard Lines- DC

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July 12th, 2004

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June 5th, 2004

10:59 am - he keeps a puppet string to my heart ok... one week of school left... precisely two days of classes and 2 1/2 of finals.... i've been talking to bryan lately that's cool ((makes me really happy)) yea well cass and c-tine and nicole came over last nite, we went swimming and the water was freezing, the we listened to coheed and cambria it's raining today so no skating for ian i may actually get to talk to him if he doesn't hafta work.... i may be going to a skillet concert tomorrow nite!!! Cass is a genius or fate's on my said to go to this show... chris and i figured out somthing really freaky... we already have met! we were both at fall out and we both hung out with Lindsay! freaky. yea well... i'm going to go swimming in a huge bowl of cereal until kevin wakes up... toodles! sami Current Mood: groggy Current Music: hairspray- nirvana

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May 31st, 2004

01:45 pm - if i hold my breath will it stop you from breathing? new background!!!! me without you, *sigh* they are amazing! Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Modern Morbid Prophocies - Dead Poetic

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May 25th, 2004

03:26 pm crappy day.. ending with me on tears on the bus.. and steve singing to me... Heat of the Moment (Asia) I never meant to be so bad to you One thing I said that I would never do A look from you and I would fall from grace And that would wipe the smile right from my face Do you remember when we used to dance And incidents arose from circumstance One thing lead to another we were young And we would scream together songs unsung It was the heat of the moment Telling me what my heart meant The heat of the moment showed in your eyes And now you find yourself in '82 The disco hot spots hold no charm for you You can concern yourself with bigger things You catch a pearl and ride the dragon's wings 'Cause it's the heat of the moment The heat of the moment The heat of the moment showed in your eyes And when your looks are gone and you're alone How many nights you sit beside the phone What were the things you wanted for yourself Teenage ambitions you remember well It was the heat of the moment Telling me what your heart meant The heat of the moment showed in your eyes It was the heat of the moment The heat of the moment The heat of the moment showed in your eyes Heat of the moment Heat of the moment Heat of the moment Current Mood: blah

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May 20th, 2004

03:12 pm Peple are so cruel, so quick to judge, is it a wonder at the amount of pain i see? is it a wonder i want to escape? comments? oppinions? don't you want to be free to be who you are instead of what they want you to be? Current Mood: angry Current Music: blue in the face

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May 17th, 2004

03:31 pm the mere touch weakens my armor, every smile is a bullet to the chest, i want you, i need you, but it is impossible, it's only a dream in my head, a head filled with darkness, you bring me light, and compassion, to my world, you bring love, and hope, to my soul, you decorate it, with our love, i wish it could be, with every fiber of my being, i want to be with you, it hurts so bad, i need your love, your strengh, your arms around me, when it's cold, when it rains, forever. i wish... yea so leave comments ect. you know i love feed back. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: i destroyed the roses by braving the rain

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May 12th, 2004

03:23 pm - wow it's been sum time or has it? heyo! wow it's been while... yea.. *shrugs* "where are you you left me here and now my life's in ruins, no way out i'm falling down to far to see the nite sky and i know that you're here and you'll never leave me my heart breaks my throat longs for your healing" - I destroyed the roses by braving the rain yea so last friday there was a show... and stimulis was there and yea i saw this totally cute guy.. also sumthings occured and left me with this *shows muddy jeans* so yea it's been a while since i wrote, lately all i want to do is sing but i am without a guitar so it's quite difficult.... blood red moon laying here in the fresh cut grass i can almost imagine you by my side your breath on my neck the stars in your eyes there's a new moon on the rise it's leering over the horizon steady above the surface Seeming so close Yet so far away your gone An abscess in my life No breath No stars But the moon still there Hanging in the sky Mocking my every move My every sound Maybe I’ll call Maybe I’ll visit Maybe it’s for the best if I stay away It’s stange how all these mindless games have finally made me wiser. I try and send you my love, send my thoughts to your heart, to help you realize, no matter how many times you slam the door, or break the plaster, i could never let you take me home, leave me alone, i could never let you break me down again. <3 sam Current Mood: curious Current Music: i destroyed the roses by braving the rain

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May 3rd, 2004

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May 2nd, 2004

03:17 pm i'm back and alive.... happy? Current Mood: amused

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April 22nd, 2004

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April 19th, 2004

04:25 pm 1*What time is it: 4:26 pm 2*Todays Date: uh... April 19, 2004 3*Full Name: Sam 4*Gender: girl 5*Age: 16 6*Birthday: Oct. 7*Siblings(age,sex): stepsisters i have no idea Connie and Brenda 9*Nieces: nope 10*Nephews: 2- parker and cameron 15*Eye color: Hazell/blu/gold/gray/green 16*Hair Color: lightish brown 24*Pets(names,kind): no! i want kitties! 29*Are you listening to music? yep 30*If so, what song, and who is it by? no one takes pictures of the drummer, nora (the band!) 31*What are your screen names? InuYasha4594 43*WHo's your best friend? uh... don't have one... chrissi? kev? *shrugs* 44*Why is she/he your best friend? they are crazy and they have my trust 48*What kind of music do you listen to? everything *********FAVORITES************ 80*Color: Black and White 84*Day: august 85*Song: 44 caliber love letter 86*CD: El toro ep. *person: the boy i stole this from ;) his xanga ;) 91*Movie: Reguiem for a dream 92*Band(s): bright eyes el toro Led Zepplin, mewithoutYou, 95*Music Video: maps yeah yeah yeahs (i just love the colors) **************Friends********************* 104*COOLEST CAR: Mav- das boot! or Cass- the camaro 105*BEST HOUSE: hmm... mav_crazy animals/allie-nice basement 106*SHORTEST TEMPER: me... 107*MOST TALENT: Mav or Dee 109*WEIRDEST TASTE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: we all like some weird girls at one time... 110*ODDEST SENSE OF HUMOR: Me & Mav 111*DIRTYEST MIND: hmm.... me & mav! 112*MOST UNUSUAL IDEAS: kev mav and myself. 114*IS THERE A SONG THAT REMINDS YOU OF THEM: any song by doctor demento (YAY!) 115*DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR LAST EX BF/GF: yes we do.. we're still great friends 116*BEST GIRL FRIENDS: Mav Blue and dee. cass and christine 117*BEST GUY FRIENDS: Kev, chrissi (chris) 118*WHY ARE YOU SUCH GOOD FRIENDS, AND HOW DID YOU GET TO BE SUCH: we are really random 120*COULD YOU TELL THEM ANYTHING: guys i love you... 121*WHY/NOT: because i love them 122*DO YOU TRUST THEM: yep ***********OUT OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WHO IS THE********** 124*SHORTEST: Jen 125*TALLEST: Kevin 127*SWEETEST: Cass 128*TRUSTED: Cass 129*TRUSTING: Cass 132*MOST PERFECT: Cass (almost) 133*MOST INSECURE: carin 134*SMARTEST: Babs 135*DUMBEST/BLONDEST: liz/charrissa 136*HORNYEST: ....kev? 137*HONEST: me or cass So that was quite time taking... <3 sam it's monday Current Mood: tired Current Music: kev's ska mix

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April 16th, 2004

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